Update

My work situation is not any better, but my attitude is.  I am so lucky to have such amazing people in my life who love me and support me no matter what.  I just got a huge amount of homework done that was all due today, so that is definitely a plus.  I am so happy in all other aspects of my life.  I have an amazing boyfriend and great friends, a great family (even though they drive me crazy sometimes).  I cannot wait till I am done with school.  It will be such a blessing.  Then I am free to quit my job and move somewhere else if I want and will just be free to change my current circumstances.  I think feeling out of control is what makes this whole situation a little more difficult.  I am just praying it all works out.  Thanks to all who listen to me and are there for me.  I am so thankful for each and every one of you! :)

Struggling

I'm so depressed right now and don't feel like I have anyone to talk to. So I'm gonna blog about it. My job sucks. I got in trouble for something that I told my boss about months ago and now they want me to take the fall for it. We have had so much turnover it's been nearly impossible to keep up with everything and now I feel so unappreciated. Like I can do no right. I want another job so bad and I keep applying but am not getting any call backs. I feel so pushed into a corner and that is the worst way to feel in my opinion. I hate complaining about my job to people bc at least I have one but I feel like I'm gonna have to take massive anti depressants to survive this job. I'm not looking for sympathy I just needed to vent. Sorry if there are typos I did this from my phone.