Update

My work situation is not any better, but my attitude is.  I am so lucky to have such amazing people in my life who love me and support me no matter what.  I just got a huge amount of homework done that was all due today, so that is definitely a plus.  I am so happy in all other aspects of my life.  I have an amazing boyfriend and great friends, a great family (even though they drive me crazy sometimes).  I cannot wait till I am done with school.  It will be such a blessing.  Then I am free to quit my job and move somewhere else if I want and will just be free to change my current circumstances.  I think feeling out of control is what makes this whole situation a little more difficult.  I am just praying it all works out.  Thanks to all who listen to me and are there for me.  I am so thankful for each and every one of you! :)